Thursday, October 8, 2009

Moving

Today is October 8, and in exactly one month I will have worked a full week at my new job in Mississauga. I've landed a full-time CSR position with TD Canada Trust which is great, because I will be salaried and have guaranteed hours and do not include as many evenings.

It has been a couple months that I have been wanting to move home, but now that it's all happening, I am experiencing mixed feelings of both happiness and sadness. I am so happy, because I have completed my university education, and I'm going to move home! When I left to come to school in Waterloo when I was just 19, it was never with the intention that Kitchener/Waterloo would become my permanent residence, and so I am happy to go back to Brampton. My family is in Brampton, Daniel is in Brampton and a couple close friends are in Brampton and Toronto. I get to be close to my parents who I've missed so much and just "feel like I'm home." I haven't had that feeling any other time except for those when I've arrived back into my home in Brampton, and I'm so happy that on October 31st when I get that feeling, it won't be coupled with the sadness of knowing that I have to leave again too soon.

But the sadness... I'll be missing the independance I've learned since moving away in first year, and I'll miss the apartment that I've come to make my home. This has been the apartment that Sarah and I have lived in for over a year and a half, and in a way it has become my home which I will miss. Sarah has already moved to Niagara Falls which makes leaving this apartment sad, but also marking the end of a chapter in my life, although I'm finding it hard to articulate what that chapter is. I left home and went out on my own, and I choose to go back because right now that's where I feel like i belong.

This post is really just me getting my feelings out on "paper" so that I can work through these mixed emotions. I know that moving home is going to be a good thing for me to do, and I know that I will be happier living my house with my family and being closer to Daniel so that we don't have to do long distance anymore!

Friday, September 4, 2009

Cycling

Recently there has been a lot of media published surrounding the highly politicized mode of transportation: cycling. Especially since this week a bicycle courier was killed this week in Toronto, and the CEO of Invest Toronto has been charged, although it is not yet known how the cyclist was killed...hopefully we will find this out soon but as of yet we can only speculate. You can find the article here. On September 1st, cyclists protested and remembered him by screaming "murder" and blocking up traffic in the middle of rush hour, bringing traffic to a standstill.

Consequently, the Star has started publishing a series on cycling in the city with 5 parts each covering a different issue of cycling in each of the 5 parts. As someone who cycles to work every day, I am really glad to see that the issue of "drivers vs. cyclists" is finally getting some media attention. Last month, I posted a link on my facebook profile regarding a horrible incident in Ottawa where 5 professional cyclists were run over by someone in a minivan. At leat 2 of them ended up in critical condition, and all 5 were in designated cycle lanes with helmets on.

That was such a horrible thing for me to read, and I thought that it should really be getting major news coverage, but it did not. The article I've linked above was the longest most detailed account I could find, and yet I have had difficulty finding out if those cyclists survived or what has happened to the driver who has since been charged.

I have so often been intimidated by drivers in their cars who somehow have no patience for cyclists, nor can they understand that we have equal right to the road as they have. With roads becoming more and more congested and the cost of gas/maintaining a vehicle becoming prohibitivly expensive, bicycling is a practical cost efficient method of transportation. It keeps you in shape, gets you to your destination in a reasonable amount of time, and it's really quite pleasant to be out in the outdoors rather than idling in a car.

The blatant attempted murder of those 5 people in Ottawa and the death of the cycle courier really says to me that we need to be paying more attention to what is happening to cyclists on the road. Motorists need to be accountable- they don't check their blind spots, or they even try to run you off the road sometimes. It is so easy to get run over when you're cycling that sometimes when I hear a car coming up behind me I am praying inside that they'll just pass me and not hit me. As a cyclist it's all about defensive driving (as opposed to offensive) because you have assume that the motorists don't see you.

The thing about this whole issue that really gets to me is that other people can have so much rage towards people who are bicycling on the street that they can do such horrible things like run them over and kill them! Life is precious, and each person who is riding or driving has people they love and want to spend their time with each other, and if you kill someone you take that away from them forever. Death cannot be erased, cyclists should be able to ride on the road safely without fear of dying a senseless and painful death!

What needs to happen is that everyone needs to share the road, so there needs to be education involved in order to make this happen.

Articles in the Mean Street Series:

Bike Vs. Car Battle... I definitely didn't know that cyclists are entitled to take up a whole lane!

Sharing the Road

Making the City Safer

Responses to the series

What a Cycling City Looks like in Copenhagen- heaven...

I
t's late now, but I'll have to post some pictures of Copenhagen tomorrow if I have time!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Skillet Beef and Beer Stew

Feeling somewhat inspired after watching Julie and Julia the other day, our experience cooking beef stew tonight had me thinking about how i would love to blog about this experience. The reason being that I rarely ever cook beef and my knowledge of different cuts of meat and how they should be cooked is very limited. Cooking is a fun activity that my sister and I engage in together all the time, and learn how to make a new recipe almost every week, although we generally stick to basic meats like chicken... there i dark or there is white meat two options, limitless ways to cook the chicken and it will taste good.

But, with pork and beef, it's a whole seemingly limitless variety of different cuts, each needing to be cooked a particular way in order to be good. You cannot fry a roast and get nice tender pieces of meat, the roast has to be slow cooked or cooked with a lot of liquid. Needless to say, when Sarah began to read the recipe to me, it sounded delicious and I wanted to try it although we had no idea what the cut of beef should be. It called for "12oz beef round roast cut into cubes", which we wrote down word for word on our grocery list. What we ended up buying was "Outside round oven roast." Now, I'm not sure about exactly how many different beef cuts there are, but I wouldn't be surprised to find out that the use of the word "outside" is actually important and that it means it need to be cooked for really long time to be good. That's the reason why I'm even making note of the distinction between what the recipe asks for and what we bought!

Even just choosing our piece of meat was an adventure! We got to Sobey's and conveniently the cut of meet which we bought was on sale! That was a good start, but then we had to choose our piece and we were clueless again! I don't know what to look for when choosing a good cut of beef, but we ended up choosing the piece that had the least visible fat because we were going to trim it off anyways although I had the fear that maybe this will end actually having a negative effect on the moistness and tenderness of the beef after it had been cooked.

Anyways, we had our meat, and that's one thing done: we've chosen the right cut of meat and it was on sale, and we think we've picked a good piece.

So, we cut up the meat into cubes that are a "stew" size, and then we made the stew. The stew smelled really good as we were cooking it, but I thought that maybe the meat would not get to cook long enough to absorb a lot of flavor, and we were right. The meat turned out good, it was tender, but it was not as flavorful as I would have liked. This probably could have been achieved by tenderizing the beef first and then, if we had had more time, we could have cooked the stew for longer.

Sarah is set on getting a slow cooker now though which will be awesome because we can throw together slow cooker recipes in the morning and have nice tender beef dishes ready!

So.... how was our overall beef experience? Well, thankfully, we bought the right cut of beef which we cut up with no major events! Overall, I would have just wanted the beef to have had more flavor, but that can be attributed to the short cooking time, not spicy enough sauce and (maybe) that we didn't tenderize the beef first.

We'll try again, and I'll let you know how it goes!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

i would add to this video with my own commentary, but RAN says it all for me... especially with my previous post on food shortages, and the riots that are happening because of it. We need to boycott fuel companies which are using Ethanol and taking food away from hungry people to power our cars. What we need is an electric car.

Take it away!

Ecoholic 2

one more thing about Ecoholic:

in discussion of the eco-friendly options for birth control, i was disappointed to see that the diaphragm was not mentioned.

The diaphragm is the ultimate eco-friendly birth control option... almost no waste

she spends significant time talking about the environmental impact of the hormone residue from hormonal birth control, and ignores the health implications the birth control has... she mentions the other poisions we find in our makeup, our skin cream, or bug spray, but does not discuss the health problems that can come from hormonal birth control...

Essentially, vasil lists off the problems with hormonal birth control but does not offer the diaphragm as an option... of course, there could be problems with the spermicidal jelly. I'm not too sure. However, the diaphragm itself is excellent with respect to waste.

Ecoholic

So, this week I started working at Starbucks! Which, can I mention, is just amazing because they are such an awesome company.

I had "coffee school" today, which was a workshop where we learned about the "Starbucks Experience" and we learned about everything that the company does with regards to Corporate Social Responsibility.

One of the most amazing things that I learned today about Starbucks was the relationship they have with the farmers who grow their coffee. Starbucks actually goes into countries frequently and works together with farmers to help them develop sustainable growing practices, helping the farmers learn how to grow the finest coffee beans, and then, because of the quality of the beans being produced, pays the farmers premium prices for their coffee beans.

What is most remarkable though, is the way which Starbucks will help out the farmers if there is a time of need. We watched a video today about a farm that was struck by a catastrophic natural disaster, and so, within 24 hours Starbucks has freed up one million dollars within the company in order to help the farmers rebuild. Just when they thought they had lost everything, Starbucks, came and went to the farms and helped the farmers get back on their feet.

I love starbucks mission statement, and I love starbucks. They want to be the largest purveyor of fine coffee, with unprecedented quality, and they are doing it without screwing anyone. They are doing it while ensuring that their partners are all valued, and that their farmers are not exploited.

Which brings me to the title of this post: Ecoholic.

Ecoholic is a book I bought recently, and so far I've really enjoyed it. Essentially, it's a consumer's manifesto, a good handbook for anyone who is looking to lessen their environmental impact, providing alternatives to modern products used daily which generally avoid the cancer-causing earth-destroying poisons and chemicals.

Now I say, so far I've enjoyed it, however, I feel that Adria Vasil has overlooked some key principles when discussing Starbucks.

On page 99: "NGOs have been pressuring major coffee companies to start selling fair-trade coffee for years now, saying the industry is making mountains off the backs of underpaid farm workers. Starbucks gave in (somewhat) and started selling fair trade coffee in 2002, and these beans now account for 1.6% of its sales (about 2.2 million kilograms). Starbucks also buys about 30% of its coffee direct from farmers, giving growers a bigger slice of the pie by cutting out the middleman. Fair- trade activists want to see that number cimb, and they also want to see the coffee shop start brewing pots of fair-trade java more than just once a month. FYI, three of the Starbucks I stopped in didn't even have fair trade beans on shelves."

I have problems with this statement for a number of reasons:

Starbucks did not give in to anything. The guiding principles of the mission statement, help Starbucks measure the appropriateness of their decisions, and selling fair trade and fairly traded coffee and refusing to be a part of exploitation is the core of the Starbucks culture. Many people seem to recognize Starbucks as another "greenwashed" corporation, however, the goal is to become the "premier purveyor of the finest coffee in the world while maintaining our uncompromising principles as we grow," and this includes treating each other with respect and dignity, as well as considering the environment and communities in decision-making

By extension this obviously includes the farmers, and as is illustrated in the Corporate Social Responsibility report, Starbucks takes their mission statement very seriously.

Vasil also fails to mention the ways in which Starbucks gives back to the communities, such as through the sale of Ethos water, in which 10cents from the sale of every bottle goes towards sustainable water programs around the world. Starbucks has set a goal of donating $10 million by 2010 toward helping children around the world get clean water and raise awareness of the world water crisis.

There's still more that Vasil conveniently ignored: Starbucks uses 20% renewable energy (although, why not bullfrog power??) and their cups are made from 10% (or something like that) of post-consumer material.

Of course, the best choice is to not consume coffee at all considering the fossil fuels etc, but Vasil definitely gives a biased and minimally researched account of the efforts that Starbucks makes. What Vasil should note, is that not only does Starbucks have such a wonderful mission statement, but, unlike many other companies, they are constantly revisiting the mission statement in order to ensure that in being a profitable company, they do not lose sight of the goals, ethics and responsibilities that they have set before them... The mission statement ensures that we don't lose sight of our resposibility as global citizens, while at the same time acknowledging that profitability is undeniably key to everyone's success.

Not to mention that Starbucks has an Environmental Mission Statement too which should have distinguished the company to Vasil as an obvious choice for the consumption of fine coffee which is fairly traded, if not all Fair Trade Certified... that would also be another middleman... woe is me

A quick look at a Starbucks Timeline will clearly show the company's swift expansion, along with their community contributions... i am quite dissapointed indeed.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

I think I've found my calling!

This is a really old post that I found today (September 5, 2009) that I had never fully completed or published. I did go to conestoga college last year, although I do not have a job in human resources management, and I still want to be a doula. So, just over a year after I started this post, I've decided that I am going to do it, and I've begun working on Certification with DONA International! This post ends abrubtly, but I wrote it a year ago, so I won't edit it any. I will blog separately about my journey as a doula... you can find the link if you click on my profile. Or you can find it here.

Although, the sad part is that I don't think that I can answer my calling without a full-time job secured, which requires that I still finish one more year of school, doing my Human Resources degree at Conestoga College... although that is still up in the air right now... I'm considering dropping the program... because I really really want to be a doula! Ever since I've been doing research on childbirth, and what options exist for women, I've learned that becoming a doula is something that I can do, rather than become a midwife.

I've been doing research, but I'm not sure where is the best place to become a certified doula. There is DONA the international, which is the obvious choice, however, their training program is mostly done through correspondence, and as such, there is no help in really setting up your network, and gathering a client base.

Another option is this training that actually happens in Kitchener, which seems like it might be a nice idea! This woman is a certified doula trainer, trained through the Ontario Perinatal School and she offers a range of programs: birth doula training, childbirth educator, and postpartum doula. Eventually, if I got into this industry, I would like to obtain all three of these certifications and then begin my own private doula practice! I would love to have the letters CD after my name!

Well, I've really been thinking about it, and I am so much into this, that I really don't want to even go to Conestoga anymore! I really, really, really want to start taking this doula course! I think that it will be so much more fulfilling than human resourses... although it seems as though being doula, especially starting out, is something that I would do "on the side" rather than as my primary source of income. (which saddens me, because I would do it!)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

State of California overturns ban on gay marriage :)

I know i'm a little late posting this, but either way, it's still cause for celebration. When I saw this video it almost made me cry! I'm so happy for Ellen!

Monday, July 7, 2008

"A Green Veneer on Business as Usual"

Remember this post??

Checking out my Youtube subscriptions I found this video, and I am eternally grateful.


Go RAN.

Peace, Love and Clean Air

Ok, I've done enough blogging for a while now...time for a nap :)

Transgender man gives birth

Someone please tell my why everyone is making such a big deal about this.

A woman undergoes a sex change, for whatever reason does not remove her uterus (can't afford to for example), wants a baby, gets pregnant with the uterus not removed, so, gives birth.

What is the big deal? We didn't create a uterus and ovaries or any of that... so would everyone stop treating this man like he is a circus freak? Why has this even become news worthy? that's what I'd like to know...

fuck yeah stephane dion

I heard on the news this week that everyone in Alberta is flipping out because Stephan Dion is implementing a carbon tax and it is going to be a "massive blow" to the economy.

Ok. News flash world: all environmentally responsible changes are not going to be profitable. This is a time where ethics has to come out on top of the almighty dollar, which I know will be difficult for Alberta to swallow because they thrive on oil sales.

So fucking right Stephane Dion. You implement that carbon tax and you stand your ground.
An excerpt from the article:

The Grit boss, in the city for Stampede festivities, argued neither the Harper government nor the government of Premier Ed Stelmach are doing enough to fight climate change, and that it's his job, as a federal leader, to forge ahead with aggressive policies that ensure a healthy environment for future generations.
and I agree 100% with Dion... Harper is definitely dropping the ball on the environment, and Alberta seems to have little to no interest in environmental responsibility given the circumstances.

While out in Southampton, I heard this on the news and rejoiced inside! I am so happy that Stephane is taking this initiate! Happy Planet!

Southampton


Ahhhhh to return to the city... incredibly sad since the most beautiful and eco-friendly vacation of my life just ended. I just spent the past week in Southampton, reading "Pushed" and wishing that I had access to the internet so I could more accurately discuss my experience in the small community, and do some Canadian-based research on modern maternity care in Canada. But alas, my life was so hard as I watched the sun set and did nothing but read...

Now that I'm sitting at my desk in Waterloo, I feel like I can't describe the week accurately. (But I'll try)

Southampton is on lake Huron, and it is absolutely beautiful. My family and I have been going there for years, and each time we're there we take a picture by this gigantic rock at our "spot" on the beach. The whole vacation has a sense of nostalgia to it, but being 24 now, it was also a different kind of experience for my sister and I. First, I was able to appreciate the beauty that is Ontario. I experienced 7 beautiful sunsets, swam in clear blue (yet cold) water, and was able to take a beautiful scenic bike ride along the shoreline. Breathtaking. Beyond that, I was able to experience this vacation as something that was eco-friendly! Which was what i loved the most... I think that we drove twice- once with my parents to Port Elgin for dinner, and once to Port Elgin with my partner to do some shopping and bask in the small-town feel of all the small towns. Other than that, there was literally no driving done for a week. You can bike or walk everywhere you need to go in Southampton. Can I also mention the local produce that abounded? The local craft show? The local everything? Wind turbines in the fields on the drive up? It was lovely. Leaving that beauty for the city is shameful! Southampton is the place for the eco-friendly person who can truly appreciate the beauty that is Canada.

This trip was so rejuvenating and really made me come to the decision that at some point I would like to invest in property in Southampton! I would love to own a cottage up there, and I would of course make sure that whatever cottage I bought had a bedroom/accommodations for my parents... they'll certainly have earned it!

I am very thankful to my parents for their polite refusal to take family vacation in Florida or a tropical location. Throughout my whole life they have been firm supporters of travelling Canada, and at the age of 24 I was finally able to appreciate Southampton, Ontario and Canada for it's breathtaking beauty. At this point I feel no need to leave the country for a holiday. I am only concerned with making sure I get one more day in Southampton this summer...

A Culture of Life

So I just finished reading Jennifer Block’s book “Pushed,” and I have to say that I loved it! The only thing about the book that is a little annoying is that it is written specifically within the context of the American Healthcare System. Block did make reference to Canadian Studies, and I’ve finished this book with a lot of direction with regards to bibliography and my future research.

What is the most disturbing to me is the fact that so many women are being forced into the operating room for unwanted C-Sections. In fact, some women in the states actually receive court orders to undergo C-Sections. The C-Section rate in the US is incredibly high, sometimes as high as 40%... why are so many women undergoing C-Sections? Block tells us that it has to do with Liability. For example, Doctor’s Malpractice Insurance will not cover Vaginal Birth after a Cesarean (VBAC) which forces women who have one C-Section to have C-Sections for all subsequent births.

Block really provides an eye-opening and through discussion of childbirth practices in the western world, however, my favorite part of the book was the last chapter entitled “Rights” which actually discussed the way in which birthing women’s needs are continually circumvented by insurance policies. This was interesting because Block actually ended up focusing an entire chapter on what I consider to be the main issue with modern maternity care: the issue of reproductive rights. Women are daily forced into surgery and procedures (think: episiotomy) that they do not consent to, but that doctors consider to be “necessary.” Women are continuously finding themselves in abusive situations, often characterizing their birth experience in the hospital as rape, or feeling like a piece of meat. This should not be the way any woman feels after her birth experience. I’ve written about this in a paper I submitted for one of my women’s studies classes this year, but I framed the problem within ethics and did not consider the issue of rights. I think that Block does an excellent job of questioning the ways in which women’s rights are being violated time and time again within a hospital birthing setting. She discusses a problem which I have been noticing lately, particularly with the discussion of Bill C-484 which would essentially give fetuses rights. Bill C-484 is called The Unborn Victims of Crime Act and would protect fetuses if a woman is killed and is pregnant at the time. The problem is however, that by giving unborn fetuses rights, we will be getting into issues of re-criminalizing abortions, and now as we broaden our spectrum a bit, we’ll see that women’s rights will be circumvented in the delivery room, disregarding women’s autonomy and doing only what is best for the baby.

Doctors always say “We want a healthy baby,” essentially trying to justify the intervention through guilt and fear. The goal should be happy healthy mothers- if we don’t take care of the mother then how is the baby going to be cared for? How can we allow major abdominal surgery to happen over and over again, sending traumatized mothers home to care for new babies with huge wounds that can take months to heal? What is going on? Women have “…the right to bodily integrity, to self-determination, to liberty, and to privacy” (Block 253) and yet we find these rights repeatedly violated and women going home traumatized.

Why are we as women allowing this to happen to us? Why are women standing for this? I certainly am not. Luckly, I am privileged enough to live in Ontario, where I have a “choice” for my birth experience. Namely, OHIP covers midwives as an option for birth, whereas in the US midwives are illegal in many states. Why a midwife would be illegal is beyond me. A midwife provides everything a woman in labour could need: comfort, advise, strength, coaching, and most importantly, allows the labouring woman’s body to guide the labour, rather than stats and charts discussing risks. The midwife has patience and compassion in a way that the hospital does not, and in the end, allows a labouring woman to have the birth experience at the end which she is so entitled to after such hard work! Every woman should get to experience that orgasm after their baby is born, where they just hold him and the love hormones are released and bonding can occur.

It is said that this release of hormones is crucial to mother-baby bonding. That it is crucial for breastfeeding, and that clamping of the umbilical cord should be delayed a few minutes once mother and baby have bonded and the rest of the blood in the umbilical cord (which is full of important nutrients) has entered the baby’s body. Not to mention that labour is so smart, that the pain is important to help women to know what angles and what positions to use to push, and when the baby is crowning, there is a special sequence of contractions which help the baby be ejected! Why would anyone want to be so meddlesome in such a perfectly designed event? This is what women’s bodies are designed for, and it is being taken away from us, snatched right out from under our noses.

We cannot stand for this, and need to make it an issue of reproductive rights. Block actually mentions her surprise that this issue has not garnered more of a response from bioethicists and reproductive rights organizations, however, as with the discussion of Bill C-484 in Toronto, the focus remains on abortion and birth control, not rights to actually reproduce the way we desire.

So, I would just like to end with some quotes from Block’s book which I thought were particularly compelling with regards to this question of rights:

“Adults seeking medical care have both the right to receive treatment ande right to refuse treatment, and they have the right to know the risks and benefits of each treatment option, including the option of no treatment at all. The legal term is informed consent.” (253)

“You can’t have a ‘culture of life’ if you don’t value the women who give that life.” (256)

“Autonomy is an unlimited, unimpeded negative right. A pregnant woman, any woman, has the right to refuse anything.” (258)

“You have the right to decide on abortion, you have a right to decide on contraception. Don’t you also have the right to decide where you have a baby, where you have your birth experience?” (263)

This last quote, to me, is the most profound. Why is it that feminists seem so hell-bent on making sure that abortion is legal and that contraception is easy to find and yet there is little to no feminist discourse with regards to the abusive treatment of women in labour? This book is definitely a call to action for me; right now I’m blogging in Southampton at the beach, with a very weak internet signal and no land line, however, when I return to Kitchener, I will be spending a significant amount of time doing some Canadian research on the topic- according to Block there is a Canadian Report on Maternal death due out this year, so I’ll have to see if it’s already been published, as well as call hospitals and ask them about their stats for particular interventions. Either way I will be blogging about Childbirth again… to me, it seems considerably more important than access to birth control or abortion… maybe it’s the stage I’m at in my life, but how can we really expect to have abortion access and birth control when women who actually want to give birth are unable to do so the way we want to? Millions of women give birth every day and leave hospitals traumatized and broken down, and still, our main focus of reproductive rights remains invested in abortion… this book is 100% a call to action, a call for revolution and time for women to make demands and demand access to alternatives, and their bodily integrity in childbirth to be respected, or rather, revered. It is a time to reevaluate what falls under the spectrum of reproductive rights, and quickly, maternity care needs to be saved!

Either way, if you’re interested in sources re: bibliography, or a more in depth conversation on this topic, let me know!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Jessica Valenti

Yesterday I took a trip into Toronto and met up with Christie to go and see Feministing's Jessica Valenti at a panel discussion hosted by the Miss G__ Project. The event took place at Camera Lounge on Queen St. in the "hipster" district of town. Very cool. I met Christie and her friend Sarah downtown and we had dinner (Dan happened to be downtown too, so he met up with us for a bit and that was awesome :)) and then headed over to Camera.

It was really cool to actually see Jessica and be in a room with her for a mature discussion of feminism. She started off by giving an introduction as to why she had started the feministing, and I really enjoyed learning the reason that the site was started. I was introduced to feministing by a friend, and have since loved it because I love to get me a taste of feminist discourse on current events. Essentially, Valenti started feministing because she wanted to reach a different demographic other than the privileged feminists who engage in high theory in universities. She has received much acclaim and criticism for her book "Full Frontal Feminism" because some feminists (including myself) think it's too colloquial. I also didn't have in mind that it would be so brash with the language, and I thought it was very basic. I honestly thought that Valenti's target audience was my demographic (ie: background in women's studies) but in reality, it was brilliantly for women who are still scared of the "f-word" or are feminists, yet in high school you're scared of ridicule, so this mainstream release is a god-send. However, Valenti explained last night that she intended that her books be modeled as guidebooks. They were written in order to introduce feminism to those who would not always identify as feminists, and serve as a handbook for them! It was purposely written in colloquial language so that it could be more conversational. Loved it.

Anyhow, the evening was quite wonderful, as first Jessica talked about her website and then her books and feminism, and then we moved on to a panel discussion which included members of the Miss G__ project Laurel Mitchell, Sarah Wolf, who has a background in Family and Sexuality studies from UW and has been education coordinator and acting executive director of Planned Parenthood Waterloo. There was also Jessica Yee, who is a 22-year old proud indigenous Chinese-Mohawk woman focusing her work on the sexual health of aboriginal youth. Jessica actually writes for Shameless Magazine which is the Canadian version of Feministing. How fabulous! I'm really happy to have a blog I can read which takes a decidedly Canadian perspective and discusses Canadian current events. However, I digress.

The panel discussion touched on interesting topics such as Bill 4-c84 which is an incredibly hard to understand two page long Bill. (I tried to find the text of the bill but I couldn't, so here is a fact sheet for the time being.) The Bill is the Unborn Victims of Crime act which would give fetuses human rights if a pregnant woman is murdered. This was quite interesting as homicide is the number one cause of death for pregnant women, second only to complications with birth. Anyhow, the problem with this bill is that it will cause many grey areas in the law, especially with regards to abortion- will this recriminalize abortion? Also, the bill seems pointless because in Canada we serve our sentences concurrently. So, if you get two convictions of life in prison, then you only spend 25 years in jail, not 50.

The panel also discussed issues of "mainstream" type feminism. For example: many feminists would get flack for addressing Jamie Lynne Spears' pregnancy or Amy Winehouse's crack addiction, but one guest at the event who presumably wrote for Shameless brought up the issue: when can you address these things? Shameless addressed the Jamie Lynne Spear's thing because they felt that it dealt with so many feminist issues and if we are going to try to recruit women for the feminist team, we need to address the pop culture. A "holier than thou, I am so above celebrity gossip" attitude definitely is not going to be the way to encourage our youth not to be scared of the f word.

All in all, it was a great night with lots of interesting and discussion about how to engage our youth. What I took from the night is that feminism becoming mainstream shouldn't cause us to devalue it. It's not only the academics who are feminists, and women who don't engage in high theory can also be feminists and participate in the mainstream culture (to a degree).

Good times had by all.

Friday, June 20, 2008

The Business of Being Born

This article reenforces my continued skepticism of Western Medical practices. It reminds me why I so passionately continue to research pregnancy and birth in North America. I actually have already watched The Business of Being Born, but I haven't had a chance to blog about it. However, since the American Medical Association is posting that women should pay no attention to Ricki Lake's home birth, expect a post about the documentary shortly. Unfortunately I'm at work right now otherwise I would post the paper I wrote about it this year for one of my women's studies classes.

I am very upset our medical systems are so corrupt that even after conclusive evidence illustrates that 95% of women with low-risk pregnancies who give birth at home do so with little to no intervention, that the hospital is still the ideal setting for birth.

The hospital is not the ideal place to have a baby. First of all, name a mammal who gives birth on their back. I cannot. Mammals all give birth on their sides, standing up, squatting, any position which will facilitate the shape of the pelvis, and make it easier for them to give birth. Yet here we are, at the hospitals, lying on our backs trying to push a baby out. How is that even supposed to work? Who decided this? Who decided that the environment you bring your baby into the world in should be the cold metal sterile world of the hospital? The hospital where you are no longer treated like an ethical subject, and rather, like an object, with pressure for unneccesary interventions to take place... I am just so disturbed that Ricki Lake's documentary is being discredited in this way, when it has been proven time and time again that a midwife home birth is safe, if not safer than a hospital birth.

I personally will not have my baby in a hospital if I have a normal birth with no complications. I would rather let my body do its thing at its own pace, and not have some asshole standing over me with a ticking clock: "you're only dilated 8cm... only 20 minutes left and then you'll have to be rushed into an emergency C-Section!" Oh yes, I would LOVE that. I would LOVE to have an emergency C-Section just because I'm not dilating fast enough... I will post my paper up here when I get home, but I just had to comment on how furious it makes me to see that women are still being deterred from home births when the results are almost always better. You are treated like an ethical subject in your own right, you can play an active decision-making role, you will not be rushed, you can do it the way you want, you can have friends and family around, you can lay in your own glorious bed... why would you want it any other way when you're about to do something so important as give birth? Giving birth is beautiful and amazing and hospitals disregard its significance in women's lives. It's heartbreaking really.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Following up on the York U Sexual Assault

I was just reviewing previous posts, and seeing that i had written about the York University Sexual Assaults, I did a "blackle" search and came up with some info:

a 45 year old man has been arrested and charged.

An article from York University

And the National Post's Coverage on these incidents.

I am a little dissapointed that since this a-hole was scheduled to appear in court on June 3rd, I wasn't able to find any information about the trial and whether or not he has actually been found guilty of his crimes and what his punishment will be...

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Violence Against Women

This is unbelievable.

I really don't know what to say, however, it's horrifying to think that all those times I've told some asshole who's trying to pick me up or degrade me off I could have been *this* close to being shot or murdered. And all because I refuse to tolerate sexual harassment from some man with some sense of entitlement over women.

This is definitely a sobering event.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Good Food and Friends

Today was a great day for many reasons, particularly since it involved my food and it involved my friends. Wonderful day indeed.

Today, Dan, Sarah and I went to run a couple errands, picking up some final things before our kitten comes home! (Yes, we are getting a kitten, and I'll write another post about why I wanted to get this kitten) Anyhow, we went grocery shopping, and I am very happy about the purchases I made! When I cashed out my order, there was hardly anything in my bags that was not "real" food, or had not travelled thousands of kilometers to arrive at my plate! After reading the 100-mile diet, I have definitely made a resolution to buy foods which are appropriate for the season, and that are actually food. Basic ingredients. I have always loved to cook, and now, this desire to eat food rather than the "non food" we so often find ourselves consuming is re-inspiring me.

Particularly, it is really motivating me to carefully read the ingredients of the food that I am buying, and really consider what it is that is in those products, are they ingredients that can still actually legitimately be considered food? (An example: a roommate of mine who was minoring in chemistry once told me that margarine is only one molecule away from being plastic, so now I use butter.)

Because of this, I found myself at the cash with "local" asparagus, fiddleheads, beets and carrots. I also am becoming very protective of the "real" food I have, by making sure not to waste anything, which involves freezing really ripe bananas in order to make cake, and making buttermilk pancakes and salad dressing in order not to as the buttermilk)

Today, Karen and Ryan came over for dinner, and everything we had on our plate was natural, literal food, not processed, not preserved, but chopped up, fresh vegetables, and homemade sauces and salad dressing. Sitting down to that meal tonight gave me such a great sense of satisfaction, knowing that I had cooked that delicious, healthy meal with the help of great friends, and I knew everything that was in it. And really, it was just sooooooo good, and really inspired meaningful conversation!

I feel like cooking is becoming a lost art! I have read a lot of literature about how being a feminist means shedding the ultimate "symbol of femininity", that being cooking, and being in the kitchen. However, I think that in the process, we are losing so many valuable aspects of life, such as the bonding that takes place over good food and wine and the sense of accomplishment cooking and serving a homemade delicious meal gives someone.

I tend to view the discussion of feminism and cooking in a different light: Cooking is a way for us to stay in touch with the world around us. It brings friends and family together, and the more we prepare from scratch, the healthier we are and (provided we make largely local choices), we will have a positive impact on the environment, and ensure that our agriculture and sustainability will be preserved.

The meal tonight was absolutely delicious, and it is hard to believe that it was all good for us, contained no preservatives/chemicals, and was made by hand. Amazing. Not only that, everyone enjoyed the meal, everyone left the table happy, and we didn't gorge ourselves. (Probably because there was no MSG in our food, and any similar product.)

This whole afternoon of consumption has made me so excited to read In Defense of Food, and now, I'm going to look up directions on how to can... when tomatoes are in season, I'm going to dice and can my own! I feel like a nerd, but I already feel so much better physically since school ended and I've been eating more natural, real food, and i just really love the idea of knowing exactly where my food came from, and, in particular, the product will be so fresh, and I love cooking!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Wall of Silence Conference Continued- Jane Doe and more

Toronto Star May 20, 2007 (Section A7)

Police Seek Help after York U assault

Police are asking the public for help investigating an assault on a woman at York University Thursday evening. The assault occurred on the south side of Harry Arthurs Common. Anyone with information is asked to call 416-808-2222.

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In my last post on the Wall of Silence of Conference I specifically discussed the increased number of "assaults" occuring on their campus, and that's why this little tid-bit was particularly disturbing and chilling. First of all, this little citation is literally all the publicity the incident was given, and on top of that, the euphemism assault had to be used, making the incident seem less serious than it really is. How about describing it as what it really is: sexual violation. Would that stir up too much controversy? I don't understand why we have to refer to the rape and violation of women as "assault". It does no one justice, and only serves to devalue and depoliticize what is happening to women every day. And on a university campus at that; where we are all supposed to be mature, and dignified human beings. This is a systematic problem occurring on the York Campus, (and other university campuses too) and fairly soon female enrollment is going to go down because so far nothing is happening to ensure the safety of the women.

York University and local media needs to wake up and smell the fucking coffee on this one:
This is a huge problem, and really, it should be getting more than 5 lines buried in the middle of the paper. How many rapes and assaults have their been on the York campus since September? At least three, and that is so unacceptable, and this hiding of it is despicable. What The Star needs to do is write a huge series on this type of behaviour among our men, and, just as was discussed in the conference, challenge the framework in which these rapes are occurring, which is apparently the 'permissive' environment of the university campus.

I am too pissed right now to write about Jane Doe. I could never do her justice...

Thursday, May 15, 2008

First post in a series on the Environment

After reading that Newspaper article in the National Post I talked about a couple days ago, I just finished reading the 100-Mile Diet written by Alisa Smith, and J.B. Mackinnon in order to begin to put into perspective considerations for the future when it comes to our environment and food. Considering the riots around rice, there's no time like the present to begin a foray into local eating. The book was an extremely well written, thought-provoking chronicle of the experiment of eating locally and I throughly enjoyed it.

Now the question is, how does one go about writing about everything in a book within the scope of this medium??It certainly is agood question and I'm not really sure of what the answer is, so I'll do my best to cover the main points in some coherent fashion.

What I thought was of significant note was the author's acknowledgement and understanding that the efforts of two people to eat locally are not meant to save the world, nor would they ever be successful in doing so, but rather, reveal some very important facts about today's consumption habits and, more importantly, the missing factor of traceability of where our foods come from. What I truly hope will happen, is that by many people reading The 100-Mile Diet, not only will the earth become healthier, but this book will inspire thoughts of sustainability and the manner in which it is becoming less and less apparent, particularly from a Canadian perspective.

What I found myself thinking about constantly was the fact that Canada was once a self-sustained country, and now, so much product is imported and exported daily, that we are slowly losing our independance as a country. We are very quickly becoming more and more dependant on other countries to provide us with even simple things such as our produce, when Canada is so abundant with food!!

I once knew someone (who ironically was working towards an enivronmental studies degree) who bought three individual slices of watermelon in February and said "I like me a slice of Watermelon any time of the year!"

Each and every time I think about local eating, I think about this particular example. This person had no idea or consideration for how far those three slices of watermelon had travelled to end up on her plate, which is the scary part. The implications of the likely underpaid labour, and the emissions alone should be enough to force someone to stick to seasonal, local vegetables. Moreso, I would think that the lower quality of product would also play a part. Since the move towards globalization has become so rapid, it is the traceability of our food that has become so distant, as well as the quality. Mackinnon talks about traceability, and said some things that I think are worth quoting:
It's no secret, that we, as a society, have been losing the traceability not only of our food, but of every aspect of our lives. On any given day, chances are high I will have no idea what phase the moon is in. I cannot reliably list my brothers' birthdates, and I regularly use products that work according to principles that I cannot explain... Fifty years aglo, there was still widespread connection to food and the places that it comes from. In the United States, 40 million people lived in the countryside. Many people kept kitchen gardens, raised chickens, or knew a beekeeper... now...legions of modern children have never seen a cow. (55)

How can kids never have seen a cow? How has the cow become the absent referent to the production of milk? The meat on our plates? How have we lost so much connection and understanding of our food?? How have all the things we eat become so disembodied or disconnected? The answer of course is our desire to have everything when we want it, not when it is in season or available. But rather, on demand. It is this "on demand" attitude that is causing us to deplete the earth's resourses at astounding rates...

The average Canadian's food has about 2, 500 kms of travel total. This is truly atrocious. Tomatoes are picked off the vine while they are still green even though the peak time to pick tomatoes in order to ensure the freshest nutrient rich product, is, like other produce, when the fruit or veggie is at its peak ripeness. So, in the effort to have whichever fruit/vegetable whenever we want it, we compromise our earth, which is highly unethical, and we compromise the nutritional value of the food we are consuming, which is just plain stuid.

In fact, a line from Ani difranco's Song Half-Assed says it all:

"Spring is super in the supermarkets/and the strawberries prance and glow/nevermind that they're all kinda tart and tasteless/as strawberries go/meanwhile wild things are not for sale/anymore than they are for show"

Now, at any time of the year, one can find any type of produce in the supermarket, and it is so normalized, that consumers would never even consider how much these purchases damage the earth, and themselves. There is truly a difference between fresh picked strawberries and strawberries shipped from California, but the sad part is that we are beginning to forget that tangible and important difference: Ontario strawberries are infinitely juicier and sweeter than California strawberries. They are a brighter red, they are strawberries the way strawberries were when we were kids and we went with our moms to pick them. The lesson of The 100-mile diet is this tangible difference that we cannot forget, or we will lose our local farmers, and produce, we will lose our self-sustainability.

However, part of the problem is that not everyone even recognizes the problem with eating imported foods and, specifically "non-foods" which have become the dominant discourse of our eating habits. The fact is that these eating habits, (ie: being able to access watermelon in the winter with little to no effort) are becoming normalized, and it doesn't even occur to the average consumer to consider how a product made its way into the store. The 100-mile diet provokes me to consider how every item I eat ended up on my plate, which causes me to make better choices for my health and for the earth. Essentially, because the supermarkets and corporations are taking over everything, we are losing a sense of the possible, and this is very sad indeed.

Mackinnon again:
The garden is a constant reminder that our depleted global environment is linked to the gap we have constructed between our food and ourselves, but a deeper truth is rooted in paleoecology. The science bears witness to changes enormous in scale, the fact that even the continents are work in progress. It can make a person's brief existence seem meaningless; more than that, though, it staggers the mind with the duty of care in our everyday lives. The universe seethed a billion years to give us a row of cabbages, or a quail's egg, or a broken heart. (pp146-146, emphasis mine)

So, I will conclude this post because it is getting excessively long, but not before I say just a couple more things:
  • Alisa and J.B. wrote often in their book how 100-mile eating was like adding another part-time job to their life- it's actually sad that it has become so difficult to purchase locally, and so they don't maintain that everyone should strive completely to eat locally because it is a lot of extra work, but to make a conscious effort to make wise consumer choices
  • In all of our consumer choices we need to make a concerted effort to choose foods that are good for ourselves and the earth- which I have begun to do in everything I purchase, particularly with all these "non-foods" disguised very sneakily as food
  • For anyone in the K-W area, I have found a "Year-round guide to local food" which provides a link in order to help everyone purchase locally: Foodlink Waterloo Region
  • Read the book. It's an "easy" read, but makes very important points about the state of the earth and self-sustaining countries. Eating locally with preserve the self-sustainability of Canada as well as help save our local farming, and in the end save farm country world-wide- a real eye opener that I reccommend 100%

Coming up:

  • In Defense of Food- I'll take a look at "food" today (think: Oreo Cakesters, which only have 4 real food ingredients out of about 20 on the list, McDonalds, MSG in just about everything)
  • The Sexual Politics of Meat- Animals and Women as an absent referent, the connection between the abuse and slaughter of animals and the abuse and butchering of women... an argument as to why every feminist should be a vegetarian. (I've read a couple chapters already, it's pretty convincing)